Thursday, August 11, 2011
I hate this. In the middle of a huge flare up. Pain literally everywhere. Fatigued. My tummy is in awful pain. Colonoscopy on Saturday. I am still trying to work, but it is getting harder. I have been in such a good space lately that it makes it all the more difficult to return to being in this state. My muscles are just gripping in spasm for dear life, and there is needle-like pain everywhere. I had some Feldenkrais yesterday which did free me up for a while, but by the evening was wiped out again and in bed by 9pm. I just hate days like this because everything is such hard work.