In Decline.....

Although I have held on for so long, some of the things that had improved  - e.g. sleep,  not waking at night to use the bathroom and fatigue are now all re-appearing and I am becoming symptomatic again. A recent virus, stress at work and now depression are all taking their toll. I once thought that I could become so well managed I would be symptom-free, but this just isn't the case. HMS is a connective tissue disorder that is inherited. The same tissues re-manufactor themselves in the wrong way. No matter what exercise I do, rest I take or don't take, the tissues continue to tighten or loosen at will and I symptoms re-appear. I am going to do some Bowen medial moves to rebind the tissue - but otherwise I just wonder about treatment. It is just so ongoing. I haven't had K's treatments for over a quarter, but I am now in decline and symptoms are reversing. This is sad, but inevitable and true. I will always have to work at things, but it sometimes feels such a losing battle. Also I am not sure who/how to trust anymore and never will again.